.....PRECON is coming up...WHOS excited... I AM. minnesota here i COME!

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hmm.... yea things have change.. but its for the best. Am i right?  theres so many challenges struggles going on right now.. but its just GOd helping me to be strong. 

*~*~*~on da next in hand*~*~

havent been really into this xanga  thingy like before. well no school tomorrow.. and yesterday I went to six flags great america..it was fun.. THe weather was nice and i finally faced SOME of my fears by going on da roller coasters.  I bet everyone got a good laugh at me screaming like a baby.  hehe but chea saw EJAY there but .. too bad he was too much of A SHY PERSOn to even say hi. but its cool.  I was dead tired when i came home after six flags. 

Today...

 it was a lame day for me.  didnt get enough sleep. had a test in adv.algebra in which i wasnt ready for, had to take a spanish retake test..and I left half of the test blank because i knew nothing. for sum reason I didnt know ANYTHING..so that was bad.  i guess Rainy ugly days get to me. . which ends up ruining my whole day.  WEll at least NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!! YAAY!! but all my friends are going to jr. prom but not me...its okay theres always next year.. save more money for me..and plus we are leaving tomorrow to go to minessota for PRecon ..hehe CANT WAIT!! my first precon ever and according to RIcey i will have so much fun.  oh ima get my competition volleyball on hehe..  o0o0o i gots to save my pictures into the computer from my camera so i can take more pictures.   I guess having these drama/struggles are occuring for a reason.. so i can wash it away in precon.

well pray for precon. and in hopes my day gets better.

........im starting to like these changes.......

~elaine

craving for conference. . . =) i hope i can go

~elaine

 hmm its ONLY tuesday . = )

tomorrow is late start for school. so i guess i can kick in more sleep.. but wow last night sleep was so relaxing.  but i kind of miss talking on da fone at night.  Yes thats right ..can you believe it *elaine hasnt been on her fone for a while* haha. sry for those who been calling me..i SCREENED ur callss i just dont feel like talking...but dont get your hopes up ..ima start calling people at *random times* soon.. its the Rosalynne virus = ).  UGH I jUST CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY!.. last day of school/early dissmissal  and then SPRING BREAK.  unfortunatly not going anywhere EXCITING for break but its cool.  

Still debating if i should stay at grace lake for break with Ricey roz = ) if i go i would probably

~*~*~ break out crazy style with roz and die of laughter *~*~Go to GURNNEEE mall *~*~Go to SKOKIE w/ roz and stay at CJAY"S house *~*~ go shopping.... *~*~ run around an UNKNOWN neighboorhood or 

stay at BOLINGBRROK

*~*~  see my lovely ginelle *~*~ see the bbrook crew: James marie, sharlene, alyssa,michelle, vannessa, Megan, Rochelle & buuncha people *~*~ sleepover at james and hangout with his STInKY self = ) *~*~ run around a SCARY neighborhood

stay at OAK LAWN

*~*~ hang out with my other asian ..VU  lol and the other mexican/guatemalteca crew lol*~*~ run around a LAME ASS neighboorhood

I DONT KNoW....im thinking of STICKING with my RICE...haha ROsalynne at Grace lake/gurnee/skokie 

Im back to the divorced Group. . . but its okay ...and to think me and ricky had something. . . oh well better sooner to find out how unfaithful he is.. . .gosh men or shall i say BOYS these days. . .  dont know how to stop playing games and start Getting

R.E.A.L

in prayers to find sumone true and faithful

.but in that case.... being single is FUN =  )

~elaine